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[03 Aug 2004|10:51pm] |
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wuts poppin niggazzzzzzz....olright so ihavent updated in a while but now i have no one 2 talk 2 at night so here i go..... not that much has happened work , got hit in the face by handle bars (6 stiches), im single (almost spent alot of money on sumthin) n warp tour is comin up. basically it. i get stiches out on friday or saturday n the warped tour is saturday.
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[14 Jul 2004|11:12pm] |
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panchos kick ass
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| yoooooo |
[03 Jul 2004|11:44pm] |
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yo 2day was awesome. my girlie meliss came over 2day n we chillllllllllllllllled. n we had an ghetto pool day. then later i set of fire works in front of my house. 2 morrow is the fourth n it will b dope.......poice
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| im a dummy |
[23 Jun 2004|11:16pm] |
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yo today i went 2 go ride wit g ed n sal boy n they said they were goin 2 ride home depot.. so me being dumb said sure n went with them (cause i thought we were gonna go 2 the one in belmont)n wound up near nassau collesium n hooters in "east meadow" n relizd i had 2 b home at 11 or my mom would flip out n bitch cause she got work 2 morrow so me being responsile called a cab n took it 2 my house n wasted 40 bucks n then got yelled at cause my mom thought it was a police car n my dad pulled up at the same time as the cab so he was like wtf n now im here sitting naked in my room in front of my comp waiting for sexy ass melissa 2 call.......1
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| yo |
[10 Jun 2004|03:26pm] |
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yesterday was awesome.....first me n sal went 2 the blink concert...we met mark n tom...first me n sal got marks autograp which was awesome...then we waited like another half hour n tom came out. since i didnt have ny paper in my pocket i took out this note that melissa gave me n mark signed it. when tom came i gave him the note n he thought it was a love letter and went 2 put it into his pocket so i slapped his arm n he gave it back. yeh!
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[06 Jun 2004|08:46pm] |
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im back mother fuckers.........u cant handle me........
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| holy shit |
[03 Jun 2004|09:56pm] |
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Blink 182 - anthem |
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god damnit make up ur mind........descions descions.......ssssssshit
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| hello |
[31 May 2004|08:02pm] |
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boxcar racer - watch the world |
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this journal thing is really gay....i think im just gonna stop writing in it soon..well anyways i had an ok weekend...meliss came over on sat n we hungout went 2 the fair n stuff...sun i went 2 sals bbq n drank....n 2day sucked dick i stayed home alday cuz the rain is gay...n now im listening 2 boxcar...
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| wudap |
[25 May 2004|09:05pm] |
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Boxcar racer - The end with you |
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ok this is the deal...tiday i played baseball n we lost 5-4. i was starting pitcher and i had 12 ks 5 walks 2earned runs...i did ok my finger started bleeding form not playinin a lonnng time...and i sturck out every at bat! ok im bored fuck u all.....please all explode, implode, etc.
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| yoooo |
[16 May 2004|08:54pm] |
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this weekend sucked didnt get 2 see melissa...i sk8ed saturday...2day i went 2 the movies wit nick n eric n we saw troy (officaily the gayest movie in the world)....lol u sack of wine....now im back at my house listening 2 queen....o man i just remembered i found 10 bucks on the floor!!!!!!.2morrow i got baseball after school n my first game is thursday.....starting pitcher muther fuckers..ollllright welllll this is boring so im gonan stop typpiing now i love my penis
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| yo |
[12 May 2004|05:15pm] |
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yo wudap! i got my report card 2day n it was terrible makes me feel dumb...:(......after school me n eric n john got caught in the rain......i have my shirt of im sexy
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| my ankle |
[11 May 2004|07:57am] |
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today my ankle is blue n is starting 2 look better.....i wanna sk8
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[09 May 2004|10:21am] |
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LMFAO ROFL WUT A FAG......lol erics journal got suspended
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| eyyyyo |
[07 May 2004|11:11pm] |
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twice in a day!!!!i fucked up my ankle mad bad i went 2 smith on a bench n my foot went through the gap between the back n the seat.....it looked like a golf ball
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| YO |
[06 May 2004|07:24pm] |
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im cool i cant do the gregs rail =(...well at least i could ollie them
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| "IHGDSH KFDS FHSDA |
[05 May 2004|06:48pm] |
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Converge - Color me blood red |
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im feeling hardcore...ur all pussies except for melissa she is hott...fight me
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| yo |
[03 May 2004|05:19pm] |
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ive decided to change my journal layout n it is coming out sexy. im better then all of you.no1 has nything on me ur all pussy fight me.....1
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[02 May 2004|11:43am] |
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No music just watching me on tape doin the gay rail |
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life is good again.. i feel like a dush for my last entries so yeh im gay......ok friday i went 2 have my bday bash thing n maddddd people showed up n their was mad alcohol n my mom saw kids bring shit in n she came home n every1 poiced in like 2 seconds.....there must have been 30 people over....then yesterdy i chilled wit my boy sal n we went 2 67 2 sk8/ride.....me n sal both did this little 4 step rail which was sexy...then me n sal went 2 go get sals tounge pierced n he needed a parent 2 come in soo after an hour of callin every1 we know 2 come down 2 the parlor we left..then i went 2 the mall with sal and his gf n it was fun...i bought new bearings n a big iron cross....then sal selt over....2day i woke up n did preller duties with sal n now im home bored and im goin 2 the belmont fair with sal n his gf...hopefull ill pick up sum black chick...lol
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[28 Apr 2004|08:10am] |
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I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
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[26 Apr 2004|06:00pm] |
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hi its me chris n i have no1 2 talk 2.....my life is a fucking emotional wreck right now. i lost the perfect girl , im losing my friends , my parents think im on drugs , im failing in school n it all hits me at once. so much fucking shit just hits me. i cant take this shit ny more losing melissa was enough n now i need all this shit. im fucking walking around in school in a daze nothing seems reall nymore. i cant sleep n cant really even laugh nymore. all i am is just sum gay ass emotional wreck right now. i never felt so bad in my life. lol im fucking crying right now n i never cry. im fucking losing everything... i know how gay i sound right now but its true i dunt know wtf is goin on right now....i have 2 get a drug test now cuz my parents think im on drugs..magically alcohol is missing from my house all of a sudden which im gonna get blammed for , i dunt understand shit in school getting phone calls home n if i dont pass math this term im gonna b in forever...life fucking sucks right now im fucking losing everything...i dunt care 2 much about nything nymore n this isnt all becuase of melissa...i dunno y this is happening 2 me..it feels like i have no1 there for me nymore.....lol i never could have seen this coming....ive never been so fucked up in my life b4....look at me im a depressed fag with no friends im cool...i have no girl freind dont hang out much nymore fail school...im in a world of shit im soo lost right now so confused i dunno wtf is goin on i could have never seen this happening 2 me i was always happy no matter what i never cared about nything really n now im here all alone with no1 2 talk 2 no one 2 help me no one that cares i just feel liek complete shit like theres no point of me being here but w/e im gay no 1 reads my journal nyway n no1 cares nyway so fuck it ill just sit in my room n do nothing till im dead o well ill enjoy being a loser i guess im just a fag that has no life never will amount 2 everything.....life just fucking sux....i miss my old self i miss being happy i miss having friends i miss having a girl that i loved so much sum1 help me chnage the shit im in.... i miss myself i miss my life lol im like having a break down i dunt care wut all u fags think either if u think im pussy or if u think im a fag w/e i hate the world right now n thats it....all ill ever b is second rate thats the story of my life second rate everythign nything that good happens 2 me always a stupid fucking catch fucking second rate ill never b happy with nything ever when it comes 2 girls school social life nything thats just how i am i guess i have 2 except that...im srry for making u feel bad its not ur fault its mine so have fun babe have a social life....i wish i had one i havenothing and i am nothing n i never will be fuck my life fuck me... i guess there is people in the world that have everything n i guess im not one of them.....sure i have material posessions but nothing i really need i can see how ill be when i grow up now a fucking bum living in sum 1 room apartment working a second rate job with no1 but my parents.......o well fuck it all...i dunt care nymore.....i know no1 is gonna read this but if ny1 does im srry u had 2 read this i just need 2 let sum of this shit out so think wut u want of me i dunt care
the next day.......
thanx alot babe for helping me out...ill remember u for the rest of my life it i ever sort this out ha u were my first real love thanx for a great 6 months love u babe....u still continue 2 make me happy even when we r on this break...if we never get back 2gether ill b ok with that....u r the best babe always remember that n dunt let ny1 tell u different cuz if they do they r fucking wrong.....im sure ull find sum1 better real soon it shouldnt b a problem for u ur hottttttt fun 2 b around nice personality n u can make just about ny1 smile.....dunt b sad get glad lol remember if u ever EVER need me all u need 2 do is pick up the phone n call n ill b there for u threw nything i owe u so much..its hard giving up such a beatiful girl that makes u forget about all that is wrong in ur life...ha u r the best drug ever your my antidepressent all i need is ur smile n ur laugh babe n im happy...U R THE BEST.....love u soo much babe...thanx again i cant say it enough 2 express how thankfull for meeting u i am...when i say thank you i mean it...thank you for meeting me thanks for putting up with me for 6 months thanx for being there when i need you thanx for laughing thanx for smiling thanx for being happy thanx for helping me n quite posibly saving my life...i owe u the world n i wish i could give it 2 but all i can do is wish u 2 b happy.....babe if u ever need something nything at all come 2 me u wee there for me n im sure as hell gonna b there for u....ur 1 in 6754692876298765264598745875626500....remember that ill always love u babe no matter what.........I LOVE U.....ull always have me as a friend or more if u want but thats up 2 u im forever in ur debt babe..thank god for people like u....u r the reason the world turns....i truly am lost without u babe stay in my life
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
i guess in the end you won
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